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Thursday, 29 May 2008

Tuesday, 27 May 2008

Monday, 26 May 2008

  • I'm going to

    go to bed. And probably cry. I miss my past. I miss everything. I had a long talk with Myles today and I miss our relationship. I'm glad he has what he wants now, he deserves it. But what am I doing? My life is at a freaking stand still. I miss my family members I've lost. I miss my friends that have left me. I miss everything and everyone. I'm done with this. Something needs to change in my life, please.

Sunday, 25 May 2008

  • I'm extremely

    overcome with this feeling of anger. I just want to throw everything around me at something else until its all broken. I don't trust males, even when I want to. That just pisses me off. And my 'best friend' Chris, WHAT THE HELL?! He's always yelling at me and sometimes he says hes joking, other times I don't know and I can't take it anymore. My head is killing me, I feel like crying. I am SCARED  to go see all my family in Ohio because I don't want them to see me this weak. I was so strong at my great grandmother's funeral because I thought that I'd still have my grandpa and now I don't have him either. I'm a mess. I miss them so much. I guess I'm just upset because I miss them so much. I could really use a hug right about now.

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

  • I am so

    pissed off right now. HOW COULD YOU BE SO STUPID!?! I was the only one backing you up and you dropped me like a fucking fly and now you're fucking, I DON'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU. It just makes me want to strangle a kitten, and I'm trying to save animals.

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